| Cant sleep... |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|01:25 am] |
Hey guys, dont you hate it when you just cant sodding sleep? Me too, its not even down to the humidity now either... only all the family descended on our home and ive been turfed out my room as usual and have been relegated to the couch! Doh... Whats worse is im bored! heheh its not all bad though I get to spend the week with my niece and oldest nephew as my oldest sister and brother in law are staying for the week. Its great I dont get to spend much time with those two so any time I can spend with them is eagerly snapped up.
Have had a grand old time playing uncle matt today! :) anyway fuck it im gonna try and get my head down for abit... take it easy dudes! |
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| Another tale from planet matt |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|08:52 pm] |
My mums started talking about me taking over the house when she retires depending on the armie's stance on that. I dont want to sell infact I am determined that it is going to stay with me no matter what! Its nice to think that im never going to have to need a home as ive got a good one already its my birth right, left to my father after his aunt and uncle died and left to me in his will so im greatfull for that but now its going to cause heartache in my family I can see it even though its atleast a year off... You see My 34yr old brother also still lives here and is adement that he is not going to leave! Well thats nice but thats where the problems will start, he only lives here because despite him working two jobs he is so stupid with money he got himself into stupid amounts of debt and now is a parasite on my mum. when she retires her money wont be as good hence why im taking the house then. The problem is the only way im gonna be able to afford to keep it if im living here myself is to get in lodgers who can pay more than a fair share of the bills not have my leech brother barely contributing to anything so he is on borrowed time... my mother however is adement that im not to kick him out!
I dont love my brother, infact I barely like him, He's a liar a leech and a theif and isnt willing to anything for anyone other than my mum because if he doesnt keep her sweet he'd be out on his ear. I asked him today what his plans where for when my mum retires and said the only way we could do it was him paying his share which he replied with "I aint paying more and I aint leaving" well we shall see about that!
Even if im not here he is still gone... as I will rent the house out and use the money to help support my mum when she has retired... heh if im in the army im not really gonna need the money and how am I gonna rent the house out to a family if my arse of a brother is here, im not so like I say he has to go!
Honestly people he is both dangerous and disgusting to live with... he will use the toilet and not flush it.... leave snotty tissues all over the place, dirty underwear all over the bathroom etc and as for dangerous will quite happily leave the oven, iron etc etc running all day while he is out at work.... my mum came down to the iron red hot and smoking this morning! Who'd wanna live with that? yet our mother still thinks the sun shines out his arse!
Sorry peeps I dont mean to moan so much but heh whats the point of an online diary if you cant vent?
On the plus side though as of next week I wont be doing over time at work and not getting paid for it as my debited hours are practically straight now... my mums got off my back about sebtling down with a nice girl after apparantly she saw some scally slag walking round talking complete bollocks.... just came home and said I understand why your not interested in meeting someone like that! Hurrah for that!
Must start saving to clear my debts properly...now! I currently owe a combined total of £3,250.98 and im determined to get that to atleast 2000 by April 2007 so I can go in the Army finally... the more I can clear from that the better! But £2,000.00 is the minum I need to get my debt to! |
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[Jul. 1st, 2006|01:14 pm] |
Ive had a pretty shitty week up until yesterday where everything seemed to go my way at way work for a change, even slaughtering Dom and neil at pool which has taken me 3 months to win a game against them. Like I said I managed to get issues worked out with my boss, even managed to have a word with Sue my agency rep who I think is well fit about certain aspects of the job! Have an interview on monday morning too which im looking forward too despite not having a clue about what its for...
I applied that long ago...
Hope it goes well... |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|10:10 pm] |
For some reason I feel rather fucked off right now, dunno why just went out for a meal with my mum and brother and his fuck faced fiancee's family who are actually pretty sound... have come home now and quite suddenly felt like punching something... Okay the air is thick and heavy and I think there is gonna be a thunderstorm but that cant be why, can it?
Ahwell it will pass, Hope everyone else is feeling much more cheery |
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| My birthday weekend... |
[Jun. 24th, 2006|11:53 pm] |
My birthday weekend has been really good all things considering, I got some cool gifts off of the family, Some new games for my PC clothes, money etc, you know the usual stuff! But felt abit shit at first as my mum went away on my birthday with my brother to spend time with the fuck face because it was also her birthday...
Turned out boss though, on Friday Al and Kate came down with a bbq and we had a boss time just chillin out, eating good food watching a bit of tv and messing around with my birthday present... some bubble trick thingy which is actually great fun when your with friends! lol To be fair was abit pissed off at the no shows as nobody else made the effort to come bar Tony, Nurse Tony and Jay who all had in my opinion valid reasons! Kinda made me re assess certain aspects of my recent relationships
Was going to go out tonight but Tony was here dying of a chest infection and we had been for a mad drive round the lake district like a lunatic which was good fun so I didnt just wanna fuck him off, besides it was much the same as the night before... the majority of people just had bull shit excuses other than the obvious, tony ill, nurse tony had pre arranged engagement, Al and Kate where skint and had made my birthday boss already....
The fact of the matter was though, other than jenni Jay and Jamie and maybe the heaney if he was out I doubt I could have been genuinley arsed with people tonight... Sure it would have been cool to see them but I couldnt abandon Tony and quite frankly the hand full of people I like in there are the only things that keep me going there anyway!
Sorry about my piss poor grammar and punctuation etc but im tired and cant be arsed! |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|09:59 pm] |
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I love the shit out of the summer... Hot weather rules! |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|07:30 pm] |
Dear god Mr Matt is bored, I know ive got to concentrate on work and clear my debts but fuck me its boring! The only consolation is that the totty is mostly high quality and there is a really fit one in my field of view practicaly all day every day... Dont have the chance to chat to her though as busy busy busy now im on fucking xtac!
Top it all off im up for review soon, and there is a rumour circulating that most of the agency staff on my team are up for the chop... Fucking hope not, sure im not shit quick but my work quality is practically 100%
Ah fuck its really not that bad, I know what the problem is im just missing my friends, Gotta save to clear some debt so cant afford to do practically anything... Im also rather missing Mr Roche, havent properly hung out with him in over a year but its hard to let go of old friends and memories I find!
When I do make it in the army I know im gonna miss the shit out of you all, Al,Andy,Kate And Dawn, Tony Jen Jenni etc etc and all the others ive neglected to mention, my friends are so important to me!
Ahwell im gonna go before I start rambling even more!
Later |
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| Another less than interesting update from the world of Matt! |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|07:29 pm] |
Rights to set off funds, is, some seriously boring arse shit!!!
But heh its money... Still wish I was doing something more intriguing but it will do for now
Still getting on with the peeps off my team they are all sound, Have fun playing pool and shit... even getting paid for taking a shit what could be better?
More money is what!
Life is good at the moment, Its been well over a month since Ive gotten hit at work... which is good cause I was bored of the doorman thing...
Id rather just get pissed!
Anyway
im bored now, Later! |
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| Walton Hall Park Military display! |
[May. 28th, 2006|07:50 pm] |
I went I saw I almost came in my pants several times!
Seriously it was fucking amasing... the displays where quality and I got to hold guns and sit in a tank!
Could be the best day of my life! |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|09:08 pm] |
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Well work is going well, working on recoveries is abit taxing as there is alot to take in on your first few days but I think now im set up on the network i'll be flying, just cant wait to get my own desk at the end of May... the perving potential just keeps getting better and better, tis a hoasis in that place... ive noticed a fair few fitties on my floor alone... which ive already said I think but mmmmmm! |
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| Just another update... |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|06:32 pm] |
The new job is boss... im doing debt recovery so basically I can steal all your money without permision if you owe the bank anything! :D So much fun
Bumbed into Mikey with in about an hour... tried to be friendly but he basically blanked me off, cudda atleast been civil but its no biggy really just think its sad cause he was one of my closest mates for ages
The other guy training with me was boss aswell, a good laugh, then again everyone on my section was really cool...
Loads of really fit birds about aswell... Lots of perving potential! |
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| Family obligations, doh! |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|12:02 am] |
Well I honestly figured today was gonna be a complete pain in the ass, it wasnt though it was quite funny! Every year on easter my family all come down and on Easter sunday we normally end up going off and doing something like going to chester Zoo or to the lake district. Today we went of to some place called the Horse Shoe Pass in Wales that we used to sometimes go to on Easter Sunday when I was kid and it was kind of boss going back. Nothing much to do other than some nice pub type place for food and one of those annoying type tourist shops you always get when you go to places like that.
What made it funny initially was that I convinced my entire family to walk up to the top of a hill/mountain and all of them where just falling about the place by the time they got half way other than me and my adopted sister and my oldest nephew Andrew who is 6, Got to take the piss out of all the other fuckers so I was quite happy with that as you can imagine as the majority of my family piss me off and I want to punch them!
Sadly the rest of the day went without incident. but we went all around places like Betsy-coed that are just a pleasant change from Liverpool!
Went to some boss chippy resteraunt, and I swear it wasnt like normal sized fish it was like half a fucking whale and the chips where boss and even better we got served by some stupendously fit polish bird who kept smiling at me. I was quite chuffed but my family started taking the piss so there was no chance at me getting her number and well what was the point she lives in Colywn Bay... Doh!
But yeah it turned out to be sort of a boss day! I actually enjoyed spending some time with my family for a change! Meh, |
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| Surprise surprise im bored... |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|10:41 pm] |
You know what im in such a boss mood at the moment but im really bored im sitting online checking up on things that interest me... The News, Red Vs Blue cartoons etc... but there is just absolutley nobody online to chat too and well im getting a little bored...
How sucky is that heh? Ive got a massive list and nobody is online on msn.... you miserable bunch with your social lives and your jobs and girlfriends and stuff |
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| Hello Everyone... |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|12:26 pm] |
This is quite an interesting weekend, I know its easter but thats not why its interesting. What makes this weekend interesting is that my entire family is in my little house. Now normally I hate all that bollocks I mean for fuck sake I get forced out of my room for the entire duration of the family stay!
Forced on to an old miserable couch and woken up every morning at the latest of 6am by my youngest nephew being fed and changed and stuff and it normally sucks well not this time.
Okay so sure I have been chucked out of my room but its not so bad the new couch is just really fucking comfortable and so what if my youngest nephew keeps waking me up, so what the little guy almost died just after christmas so I count myself rather lucky he keeps waking me up, and whats better is my two m other nephews and my niece are here and they are just great fun.
well that about that what can I say am having fun!!!!! |
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| Stress... |
[Apr. 9th, 2006|06:29 pm] |
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Im a tad pissed off... I know I have not updated much but those of you who know me know my money troubles are a big worry for me at the moment as everything seems to be fucked.
To be honest though I think im actually starting to dislike my Mum... As she doesnt seem happy unless she is telling me what a waste of space I am, threatening to kick me or generally just being horrible and ratty with me for no apparent reason and then wonders the fuck why I wont do anything for her...
There is just no call for it...
Thing is though she doesnt realise if she keeps pissing me off im eventually gonna start being horrible back... normally id just start straight away but she is my mum and I dont want things to get like that...
Just why does she have to be a complete fucking bitch to me is beyond me! Yeah sure im having a rough time at work, yeah im stressed about debts and being broke... so why she feels she has to make me more miserable???? Can someone answer? |
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| Le Frogs |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|12:59 am] |
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Im dead chuffed... I went out to feed the fish in the pond today... and noticed not one but two little Frogs sitting in the middle of my pond and what can only be described as copius amounts of frog love gravy just floating...
Call it nostalgia but I started humming that silly Frog song from the 80's... cant think what it was called like but you know what I mean.... I tried downloading it but instead found this rather scary little frog song that sounds like its from a mildy gay rejected musical by some guy called Robert Charlebois, its called The Frog Song... download it, it will either scare you or amuse me!
Anyway ive come up with the Name Claude and Cecile for our little pond guest... French/frogs... its sad but I thought I was being remotley clever! |
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| An interesting turn of events... |
[Mar. 24th, 2006|02:29 am] |
Today was madness... sheer madness... I wake up to the horror of my ridiculously low wage, argue the toss with the fucktards at the payroll departmen who have again completley borked up my wages and yet try to make me out to be imagining things... they are a joke and it irritates to fuck. So at the start of the day I was feeling rather depressed as seems the norm as of late.
Anyhow things started to look up, I got intouch with my loan and credit card company and they where absolutley brilliant... they extended my repayment break and gave me lots of idea's and advice to help get myself out of my current financial situation... it was nice to talk to people who could releive some of my stress by explaining that its not as fucked as it seems.
Still I found myself praying for the first time in ages asking for a job... I dont normally have much faith in prayer but it seems to have paid off as Adecco and Kelly's got intouch to get me to come down with promises of potential jobs.... so I felt alot better
So hopefully this will be the end of my current bout of financial head fuckery atleast now I can say... I have a cunning plan!!! As cunning as fox just promoted the head of the cunnings department at the cunninghamshire university, to steal a Baldrick quote.... gotta love that guy, Anyhow Once I get a day job I will be able to afford my Door licence and once I have that I will be able to clear enough of my debt to go into the army within 6 months.
Hooooooooooooooooooraaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh there is light at the end of the tunnel! |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|01:57 am] |
Lmao... im starting to feel like such a manic depressive! lol I suck!
Watched Flash Gordon earlier... I love that film Brian Blessed should be made the ruler of the UK... he could go into parliment and shout "Diiiiiiiiiiiiiiive" before killing all the Lib Dems and Tories! |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2006|02:04 am] |
For the past 2 years ive been stuck in a rut and been merrily pissing anyone off who cares to listen with my sorrows. For that I apologise as I do not mean to be so blaaah. I met a guy with real problems tonight so ive gotten some prospective on the matter. Atleast I can see a way out of mine. Anyways I cant really afford to go out but im probably gonna go out over the weekend depending on money probably not though but its all good cause next week Me, The Hendrickson and The loverly Mizz Dixon are going to the In Flames, Sepultura gig for Free! Why cause I work there, I like them are a fan and its my house warming present to them! Those lucky people.
I do take a certain sense of Pride to know that I can go to virtually any gig in the northwest and not have to pay a single penny to gain entry, more satisfying is the fact that I can probably get people in for free at most places aswell! But shhhhhhhhhhhhhh its on the down low that one! Very hush hush stuff!
Also im in an especially good mood as ive been informed my mum is going away for the weekend which means a full 48hrs of being nag free... I would suggest a house party at mine but seeing as everyone is uber skint I dunno if its workable...meh we'll see what happens! |
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